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Sep08, 2014
Thursday night, I almost got caught slippin in the hood. Had a group of girls waiving me down when I pulled up to a stop sign at the intersection of two night clubs, a red flag went up in my head. Girls don’t give me attention like that. *It’s a trap.* Then a group of guys on the adjacent corner started to waive me down. I was wondering what was going on, I know I’m popular but this… Then from the girl’s side a guy came out and said “I got em.” and started choppin it straight for me. I had just eased away from the stop sign and with this dude’s speed he was going to make it to my driver’s side open window easily. I was about to stop completely to see what was up then the flag. *It’s a trap!!!* This dude wasn’t going to ask me about my day, with that speed and demeanor, he was on a mission. Stepped on it and made it out ok. Above all else, it hurt my feelings. I try to participate in community events and befriend as many people as possible, and the fact people would organize to hurt people, and me especially just left me feeling… hurt. Today, on my route in 90 degree heat, in the hood as well, some lady came out and gave me a Sprite and water. Said she knew I was tired. And even offered up her house to a complete stranger if I needed her bathroom. I didn’t tell anyone except @jennish86 and @noxfalls about Thursday. It just hurt to even talk about it. But I feel like this was the equal and opposite reaction. Yeah… just wanted to share. Not sure what else to say about it. #itsatrap #sprite #ozarka #thehood #summertimesaddness #paranioasavesthedayagain #betternow

Thursday night, I almost got caught slippin in the hood. Had a group of girls waiving me down when I pulled up to a stop sign at the intersection of two night clubs, a red flag went up in my head. Girls don’t give me attention like that. *It’s a trap.* Then a group of guys on the adjacent corner started to waive me down. I was wondering what was going on, I know I’m popular but this… Then from the girl’s side a guy came out and said “I got em.” and started choppin it straight for me. I had just eased away from the stop sign and with this dude’s speed he was going to make it to my driver’s side open window easily. I was about to stop completely to see what was up then the flag. *It’s a trap!!!* This dude wasn’t going to ask me about my day, with that speed and demeanor, he was on a mission. Stepped on it and made it out ok. Above all else, it hurt my feelings. I try to participate in community events and befriend as many people as possible, and the fact people would organize to hurt people, and me especially just left me feeling… hurt. Today, on my route in 90 degree heat, in the hood as well, some lady came out and gave me a Sprite and water. Said she knew I was tired. And even offered up her house to a complete stranger if I needed her bathroom. I didn’t tell anyone except @jennish86 and @noxfalls about Thursday. It just hurt to even talk about it. But I feel like this was the equal and opposite reaction. Yeah… just wanted to share. Not sure what else to say about it. #itsatrap #sprite #ozarka #thehood #summertimesaddness #paranioasavesthedayagain #betternow

Sep06, 2014
Bowlin. Shout out to @2shortkilla, the only bowlin machine I know.

Bowlin. Shout out to @2shortkilla, the only bowlin machine I know.

Aug28, 2014
Doing something SUPER AWESOME for my snap chat people tomorrow! Will be like no snapchat story you’ve EVER seen! If you want to catch it, just add me and check my story at noon! Snapchat: epicpoet #snapchat #Epicpoet #story #snapchatstory #COM #WMR

Doing something SUPER AWESOME for my snap chat people tomorrow! Will be like no snapchat story you’ve EVER seen! If you want to catch it, just add me and check my story at noon! Snapchat: epicpoet #snapchat #Epicpoet #story #snapchatstory #COM #WMR

Aug24, 2014

"Immanuel sticks to bang your ear drums with. Like a double kick bass pedal, when it takes twice the soul to make Death mettle with the Devil. Hell knows me, on a first name basis. Since I’m the last face it wants to see standing outside its gates and…" - Saturday Night Sagan @joshuagenius_5280 #SaturdayNightSagan #SNS #Saturday #Night #Sagan #cumlaude #cum #laude #international #cumlaudeinternational #SLAMarillo #CG #ConcreteGeneration #Concrete #Generation #poet #POE #PassionOverEverything #Epicpoet #DCR

Aug21, 2014
I saw two stars, pointing to the sunrise. I wondered if they were supposed to be you and I. Both so out of touch but still waiting for the light. I took this as a sign, bought you some flowers, and stomped on them. It didn’t matter, once they were picked, they were already dead. #stars #thoughts #freewrite #poetry #poet #instaverse #instapoetry #itsbeenoneofthosenights

I saw two stars, pointing to the sunrise. I wondered if they were supposed to be you and I. Both so out of touch but still waiting for the light. I took this as a sign, bought you some flowers, and stomped on them. It didn’t matter, once they were picked, they were already dead. #stars #thoughts #freewrite #poetry #poet #instaverse #instapoetry #itsbeenoneofthosenights

Aug17, 2014

Obscure City.

thatgirlwhoknows:

My insecurities and my inner demons

Conspire against my well being

Looking around

Everyone laughing

No, their smiles are not kidding.

I’m a fool and I know it

For some reason wanna hold it—

To the truth I will be guiding

For the lies are always hounding

And unfailingly feeding

The living thoughts inside my mind—

The jesting grins are never wheeling.

My good senses left behind,

And my love forever fleeting,

Destiny finding it’s path in this

Obscure city.

Aug09, 2014